So you hate your body, hate the expectations, attitudes and proscriptions loaded onto your womanhood by culture and society. Trans offers a hope, a clean slate and a community. It makes your internalised misogyny and homophobia a virtue, a mark of belonging, you become s star.
If you pass, you find you self dragged into the status games and hateful misogyny of blokedom. And you will never win the pissing contest. Your Trans Ally admires start to tire of your constant anxiety and depression.
I'm really fucking scared for my daughter.